absent

Sorry I haven’t been writing lately. I know you’re losing interest, ’cause my graph says so:

See?

Here’s the thing (time for some real honesty), I’ve been struggling really badly. With the D word. No, not divorce, depression (<— that word is very scary). I’ve just been really down, for months now. I’m doing a lot better lately. I learned that my personality type (melancholy choleric) is prone to this type of thing. I have to really read the bible every day, or I plummet. When I feel like I’ve lost that God connection, I absolutely lose my mind. I also have to get outside and walk for at least 20 minutes or so every day. I have to move.

I’m really uncomfortable putting this on the internet, but who cares, right? This is real. This is life, and being a Christian doesn’t make you perfect or even out your imbalances or problems. Usually it shoves them right in your face.

So I’m working on it.

2 Responses to “absent”


  1. 1 Daddy'ster January 31, 2008 at 1:16 am

    Well, lets not forget that you’re practically perfect in almost every way……. does the name Poppins ring a bell?
    If not, how bout a spoon full of sugar?
    Love ya bunches. Oh yeah! where’d ya learn to spell all thos biggole words at? ;)


  1. 1 h2 woah « emily.the.strange Trackback on February 4, 2008 at 12:02 am

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